tube of wonderful (tubeofwonderful) wrote,
tube of wonderful


Okay, Nick. You win. You were right about so many things. You were right about me.


You were right about me being the person you told everyone I was, and at the time I didn't think I was capable of being- the person I would tell you to shut up about, because I could never live up to the hype. Nowadays, I wish I could tell you face to face. I wish Ibcould tell you that you were right. Maybe this is manifest, or maybe this was part of your game. Maybe I wouldn't be who I am right now if you hadn't put those ideas in my head. If that's the case, you win...


I fucking miss you, you loveable ass. There. You happy? It's in print. I know what you meant all those times, when you'd get all morbid and shit.


I know the difference between then and now.


When we're young, we have nothing to lose... When we're older we see all the things we have lost...


I never lost you. I just lost the ability to see you.


Stay close, buddy.


Talk to you face to face one day...



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