tube of wonderful (tubeofwonderful) wrote,
tube of wonderful
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Up Late...

Woke up on the couch again, and my thoughts are insane...

I can't get the echoes of the past out of my mind sometimes... When I go to sleep, sometimes I dream... Other times, when I close my eyes, I see slideshows of every failure, every disappointment, every missed opportunity...

I have no regrets, but when I sleep I do... Does that make any sense? Awake, I take control, I win, and I succeed... But when I go to sleep, that's when I fail... I dunno, maybe that's just my subconscious telling me I have unfinished business...

Or perhaps, when i see all these things in my dreams, it's fate's way of telling me that I still have time to right these wrongs... I'd like to think that something is trying to steer me towards making my life right... That the Checks & balances dept. in my brain is going through past transactions, and making me accountable...

I dunno, like I said before, what it all means... I would like to close my eyes though, and see all the good I've done, all the time i haven't wasted, and all the opportunities I've seized...

Good Night, buddy....
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